Friday, April 30, 2010

The Blues

What am I supposed to do now?
Nothing interesting on Facebook..
Shopping?I've done enough..Well,that's a total bullshit but I'm pretty 'equipped' at the moment..Let's just skip that for the mean time..
Sweetie Pie...He went to sleep 2 hours ago..Poor thing,exhausted as hell when he rang me up just now..Sweet dreams,Sweetheart=)
Sleeping?I blame the Caramel Macchiato Marvel that I had just now..Caffeines are one of my most regretted addictions..It eats me alive!
TV?No,thank you..Unless there's a playback of Forrest Gump or perhaps a rerun on Glee..
Book..The pages are depleting and I can't imagine myself buying the 3rd book of the week..No way,Jose..So I'll just slow my pace and try to enjoy this book in a longer period of time..
So here I am right now...All restless and jumpy..
Am I being over excited towards something?

Yes,I think I am....*winks*

Monday, April 26, 2010


Night flights....
Packing of stuffs...
Awake while everybody is sound asleep...
A Chignon/croissant on top of your head with cans of spray to make it stay put..
3 inches of makeup slapped on the face while everyone is nourishing their skin with night creams..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I Love You Anyway

When you don't want to look away
When you always have so much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you dance with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when you're mad coz MU lost a game
Forget I'm listening to your complains
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can always match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Manners,Where Art Thou?

I've just successfully decluttered 90% of my stuffs in my pink bedroom,for no reason.Haha.Well,it was something spontaneous that I did after finished reading a book that I just bought.Seriously,why couldn't I read slower?If I read like a person who suffered dyslexia(not that I was praying to be dyslexic),I would probably have more materials to read in a very long period of time unlike now.I only took 2days++ to finish reading all the chapters in 1 book.Back to the 'decluttering' topic again,I managed to fill in 2 big black rubbish bags with old stuffs such as gifts from my exes,unwanted soft toys,piles of papers and bills,and dried flowers.I've filled all the empty spaces in my room with stuffs that darling Juares had given me for the past 8months.I beautifully hung the Liverpool scarf at the wardrobe door,rearranged the cute bunnies of all sizes on my bed,poked the big red rose at the laundry basket as it acted well as a giant vase,and put the 2  lovely Barbie dolls on top of the TV.Darling,help me decorate my room with more gifts from you.Hehe=)
Enough about my decluttering activity.Let's talk about manners!Boring topic huh?But seriously people,what has gotten into your minds?What makes it so polluted that you can't seem to behave in a good manner?I recently just got back from a Karachi-Dubai flight,and I actually suffocated and drowned in a flight of people with no manners!If you want me to preach about manners of the middle-easterns,I will probably be writing this entry til tomorrow so lets just focus on our people as in Malaysians.I've accidentally involved in a so-called triangle during dinner in 1 of the restaurants in Shah Alam.There was a couple sitting at a table next to ours(my parents and I).The boyfriend kept looking my way.He actually stole quick glances at me while the girlfriend was eating or looking away.I couldn't be bothered with his glances as he was not really as eye-catching as my own boyfriend.Little did I know,the girlfriend had started noticing her boyfriend's naughty glares so she stared at me in disgust.Excuse me,I was the innocent one there and why should I take the bullets off your boyfriend?Beauty is something that we cannot define or compare as it is a gift from Allah SWT to His creatures,but it is our duty to be grateful with what has been given by enhancing it.So,before you  gave that annoying look of yours to me,why didn't you check your own reflection in the mirror and asked yourself why did your boyfriend looked at some other girls in admiration?Because I knew myself for sure that my boyfriend wouldn't do such thing to me,not in a million years.If he ever did,I would've checked myself  in the mirror asking what would've been wrong with me.And please lady,for God's sake you were wearing tudung,so why couldn't you sit properly by closing the gap between your thighs or even crossing your legs?You didn't just need an attitude adjustment,it looked like you needed grooming and deportment lessons too.I also overheard you ordering food at the waiter with no magic words in use at all!Where were your PleaseS,Thank youS or Excuse Mes?That waiter was a human being with feelings too.Self-centering much?
Folks,that was only one incident I was writing about but in real life,I've met these kind of people with lack of manners almost everyday either at the blue skies or on ground.I might not be the best mannered girl you'll ever meet but I'm certainly in your top 10 list.You can bet on that=)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I'm Turning Into Rebecca Bloomwood.HELP!

Do you find yourself constantly drawn towards stores?
Denna : No.

Does your heart quicken when you see new merchandise in neatly stacked piles?
Denna : No.

Did you answer NO to these questions on consequently in denial?
Denna : No.

Did you just say NO again?
Denna : No....Yes =P

The more I watch this movie (Confessions of a shopaholic),the more I'm becoming Ms Rebecca Bloomwood.The only difference is that I don't have my own Suze Cleath-Stuart or Luke Brandon to pull me back to the ground whenever I go overboard with my shopping sprees.My Sweetie Pie is undeniably the evil twin that Becky Bloomwood never got the chance to have,surely because Sophie Kinsella never created one.He clearly isn't a big help at all.I'm not so sure how I get into this messy situation in the first place as I was quite an obedient shopper,and I normally control my own urge to shop without any help from others.It's getting worse by the day as I'm entirely drawn to branded stuffs which are really really expensive and cost me a fortune.I seem not to care about my expenses on daily meals for nightstops out of the country anymore as I enjoy munching on instant porridge/noodles in the hotel room while I clear out all of my monthly salary on labeled dresses and accessories.I'm in a grave danger,and I resented having a credit card which has a high barrier of credit limit =(.The good thing bout my addiction towards these grand labeled stuffs is that people around me gets to enjoy the benefits as well.I refuse to settle for less than a Burberry,Marc Jacobs or Karen Millen,so I keep splurging on presents with labels for them too.I hope this addiction expires soon or I'll end up 'cleaning' my bank accounts every month without even a penny in it.HELP!

p/s : Shazana Pear,I still remember how we horribly laughed at the fan-dance scene in the movie.Well,it never failed to make me laugh every single time,just as much as the 1st time I watched it with you =)

Monday, April 5, 2010

Endless Night,Endless Love

My love, 

There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love, 
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do... 

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts, 
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you, 
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'Cause you, 
You mean the world to me
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you, 
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know
I don't mind

And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause NO one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

*My darling Juares and I had a great karaoke session singing this particular song.Thnks to Glee,now it is still playing and rewinding in my mind like a broken old record disc.Get a peek on one of our greatest endless nights that took place at Putrajaya just now :

*Darling Juares was putting on a custom made flower(Daisy) corsage on my wrist just for the prom,I felt extravagantly special as I was the only girl with a flower corsage given by a date*

Sunday, April 4, 2010

GP Fever

Great to be back again at Sepang Circuit for the most anticipated event of the year,the F1 Grand Prix.I've never failed to be present at the circuit every single year either as one of Petronas' Gridgirl or spectator.This year,I spent my rainy evening with darling Juares at the circuit as spectators.Eventhough we managed to only go for the qualifying race,it was more than enough to delight my darling as it was his 1st time to experience the feeling of adrenaline rushing through his body whenever the F1 cars' engines roared on the circuit.We had an excellent time posing all over the circuit area,watching the race,and battling with the heavy rain.I'll write more tomorrow,after attending darling Juares' graduation night which will be held at Dewan Sri Endon,Putrajaya.Can't wait for it =)

Bumped into a very dear friend,Brigette Liberty

Loving all great motorsports events.